Introspection and self-care

Ah, Muse, welcome.

I need to update and apologise for a few things. This time away to gather myself and sort out my personal life had been many hills and valleys. I am now expecting a little from the world and am motivated to get involved again in the online space.

I have been recently motivated not just financially but also socially and creatively. I have been working through a lot of the shame that comes with high expectations of myself and then onto others. I have been attempting to work on some of the remaining relationships I have left. I have also been working on eating a healthier diet, exercising regularly and having better sleep hygiene.

I apologise for the fall off with last year's streams and promises to make videos. I still want to do videos and stream again, but at the time, life has thrown me a few problems to deal with and overcome. I won't be able to dive much into it, but I have to deal with personal trauma, financial hardship, family issues and deep introspection on what I want to do with my life. I've learnt that the time off was greatly needed, the challenges were welcomed, making dealing with them a lot easier and lastly, our time in the world is finite. I got reminded that being just comfortable is good, and I am glad that I worked on the relationships that meant a lot to me.

So, now, here we are again. I had to ask myself the same question before I made my fade off: Am I Ready for the next chapter?

We have to find out.